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Dimarts, 15 de gener de 2008

Sin querer queriendo...

Sin querer todo se me amontona
,\ los papeles que tendria que mirar alguna vez
\ los apuntes de ideas maravillosas que estan condenadas al olvido\
sin querer me lleno de fantasia\
cuanto mas simple quiero ser\
Mas dificil se me hace deshacerme de las tonterias\
sin querer,
se me amontonan los pensamientos en la cabeza\
y los compromisos se me amontonan.
\ y los sueños se me amontonan,\
se me amontonan hasta las taza de te\
que ya estan frias\
pero me las bebo\
Sin querer te he estado esperando estos dos años\
aunque no lo supiera\
aunque tu si que lo supieras\
Por las calles he mirado\
dentro de cada taxi\
en los cafes\
hasta en mi sombra te he buscado\.
Sin querer me marcho lejor por ti,
para seguir olvidando\
para conquistar de nuevo lo pasado\
Sin querer te digo adios\
Se termino la busqueda\
se termino lo que nunca parece que empezo\
Todo se termino\.
Queriendo,,,

Fernando Ayuela


I don’t want it to, but everything piles up,

papers I should have a look at sometime,

notes on wonderful ideas doomed to oblivion.

I don’t want it to, but fantasy fills me up.

The more simple I want to be

the more difficult it is to escape from foolish things.

I don’t want it to,

but thoughts crowd my head

and commitments add up,

and dreams add up,

even cups of tea add up,

cold as they already are,

I still drink them.

I didn’t want to, but I have been waiting for you these two years,

even though I did not know it,

even though you did know it.

In the streets I have looked,

into every taxi,

in the cafes,

even in my shadow I have looked for you.

I did not want to, but I am moving away because of you,

to go on forgetting,

to re-conquer the past.

I do not want to, but I am saying goodbye,

the search is over,

what never seemed to have started is over,

everything is over,

I want to....
Translated by John D Sanderson & Eva Nicolas

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